Let us swear an oath, and keep it with an equal mind,

In the hollow Lotos-land to live and lie reclined

On the hills like Gods together, careless of mankind.

Monday, February 11, 2019


Chekhov

 I've started a new course at the Kenmare Adult Education Center on Digital Media. So again I'm practicing my Blogging. Computer time isn't something I do willingly so doing the course is a way of forcing my hand. When I think about it I'm a bit old fashioned with my paintbrushes and books, so this should be good for me. I can't pretend I have a particularly exciting life to blog about my day to day routine involves going to the shops, doing the school run and squeezing as much painting as I can in between. It all sounds a bit dull but then there's Chekhov. I found this book on my trip to Hay-An-Wye in October. Having heard only good things about Chekhov and being a fan of Tolstoy and Dostoyevsky I was optimistic about it. 


I was not to be disappointed and had moments when I wanted to get out a pencil and underline to preserve in memory the nuggets of life wisdom contained in these stories. I love the Russians for their darkness and realism, a particular outlook and wisdom that's condensed from living in a harsh climate. From the Short Story Ward 6 'You'd better go an teach that philosophy in Greece where its warm and the air is full of the perfume of orange blossoms. Diogenese was not in need of a study and warm rooms.' Maybe this explains in part why it is I like to read the Russians. 


Similar to Tolstoy's Death of Ivan Illyich this book has several stories that explore the theme of existential dread, meaningless and the mental effect of a foreknowledge of imminent death. Here are some of the best Quotes:  From Ward 6 'To stifle his petty feelings he made haste to reflect that Khobotov, the postmaster, and he himself would sooner or later perish without leaving so much as a trace of their existence behind them. If one were to imagine some spirit flying through space past the earth a million years hence, he would see nothing but clay and bare rocks...But such reflections were no longer of any help to him.' 


Dr Ragin is a character in the story who struggles to find meaning in a transitory existence to the point of giving up treating his patients, for what matter if people suffer and die or live when death is the ultimate end? Dr Ragin: 'Life is a snare and a delusion. When a thinking man reaches maturity and becomes capable of forming his own ideas, he cannot but face the fact that he is caught in a trap from which there is no escape. And indeed he is summoned here against his will from non-existence to life as a result of some accidental circumstances. Why? If he tries to find out the meaning and aim of his existence, he receives no answer, or is told some absurd nonsense. He knocks, but no one opens to him; then death comes to him, also against his will'...Why eyesight, speech, self-awareness, genius, if they are all doomed to pass into the earth and at last go cold with the earths' crust, and then whirl around the sun together with the earth for millions of years without rhyme or reason?' Like the characters in Camus the Plague, when Dr Ragin calls to God, nobody answers. 


Virgina Woolf explores the idea of life as a trap in Mrs Dalloway who feels painfully the passage of time and the inevitability of death. “As we are a doomed race, chained to a sinking ship, as the whole thing is a bad joke, let us, at any rate, do our part; mitigate the suffering of our fellow-prisoners; decorate the dungeon with flowers and air-cushions; be as decent as we possibly can.” Virgina Woolf poses an answer to the question at least. But there seems to be no such consolation for Dr Ragin 'Only a coward whose fear of death was greater than his self-respect could console himself with the thought that his body would go living in a blade of grass, in a stone, in a toad.' 



The clue to Chekhov's mind in the story  Ward 6 may come from the mouth of the mental patient Gromov, 'All I know is that God created me of warm blood and nerves. Yes, sir. And organic tissue, if it's live tissue, must react to every kind of irritation.  And I do react! I respond to pain with tears and cries, to baseness with indignation, to abomination with disgust. To my mind that is really what's called life. The lower the organism, the less it responds to irritation; the higher the more sensitively and energetically it reacts to reality. ' Gromov considers Dr Ragins coping mechanism of mental detachment as a kind of death in life. He equates the thinking man who uses his rational faculty to attempt to save himself from his own sensitivity to life and suffering to the character of the lunatic who contentedly rocks himself and is at peace but mentally and emotionally anaesthetised. As the unfortunate Dr. Ragin discovers, there's no escape there! 



So the purpose of life is to live fully, embrace it, feel and experience everything while helping our fellow sufferers along.  Chekhov places  the most intelligent character in the story in the lunatic asylum. Here Chekhov is acknowledging that to think is to recognise the trap that is existence, most of the slow witted and corrupt characters in Ward 6 are living on the outside, part of and contentedly ignorant of their predicament. Who is really insane? Those in society who decide this question hold a terrible power. Existentialism is a dangerous thing, once you dip your toe in you are in the labyrinth and might not escape like poor Dr. Ragin. Thank you Chekhov, I love you for your skill in weaving these high philosophical ideas in a hugely entertaining and engrossing short story. Nietzsche famously said 'God is Dead' and even suggested that this recognition might threaten our very civilisation. This is why writers like Chekhov, Camus, and Virginia Woolf are important to me. They fill the void and help us to live in this brave new world in the absence of the certainties of the old religions. 



Henry Alexander Bowler 1855 'The Doubt: 'Can these dry bones live?' 


Tuesday, October 1, 2013

A great place for poetry lovers!

This is a link to a website I stumbled across when searching for the childrens poetry of Robert Louis Stevenson (hence the picture of the sea!). I love the way it enables you to easily share your favourite poems on a variety of social platforms.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Robert in the Garden doing his mandatory fashion shoot for Grandmas knitwear

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Poetry Pleasure

I love poetry - reading a poem is like reading someones secret thoughts, they are so personal and reveal something of the true essence of the person. Poems ususally touch on something common in mankind and I love it when I go - yes, I feel that way too, or that's the way I see it as well. Its not always possible to complete a book, or find the time to read consistently, but everyone can find time to read a poem at the end of a busy day. Here are a couple of poems which my really cool neighbour brought to my attention.

                            HOW TO GROW UP

                            Hold on to everything horrible.
                            Jettison everything nice.
                            When you are shown something beautiful
                            Look at the price

                            Eat something boring for breakfast.
                            Watch television all night.
                            Stop being scared of the darkness.
                            Start being scared of the light.

                            Start liking money for money's sake,
                            Not for what money can do.
                            Never look out of an aeroplane.
                            Always complain to the crew.

                           Make yourself glummer and glummer.
                           Spend your time scowling and be,
                           Smack in the middle of summer,
                           A grumpy old bastard like me.

                           KEVIN Mc GEE


                           SURVIVOR

                            Everyday I think about dying
                            About disease, starvation,
                            violence, terrorism, war,
                            the end of the wold.
                            It helps keep my mind off things.

                             ROGER Mc GOUGH

They are both from the book 'Real Cool' Poems to Grow Up With, edited by Niall Mac Monagle. I have been enjoying this book as I am in the habit of being an old romantic and reading Keats and Tennsyson and the like and its good to read something modern! Thank you Kathy!

Monday, August 26, 2013

Moving to Kenmare

Kenmare here we come - we are moving this October. It will be tough as there are not many jobs down there but hey, I'm an artist and used to making do and it will be worth it to live in Kenmare. I'm really looking forward to living in an inspiring landscape again and being beside the sea. I didn't know how important the sea is until I left it! It will be a great place to raise our little boy and I'm feeling really positive about the future. 'What larks we'll have Pip!'

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Funny but during the sunny weather I felt so creative and now its cold and grey again I feel a creative vacum. I just want to sit beside the fire with a cat and escape into the imagination - I just finished Tolkien's 'Children of Hurin' - which was compelling in its tragedy as Hurin is led inexorably towards his doom - the Alan Lee watercolours and pencil drawings accompanying the text are beautiful.

Its funny Tolkien is such a master that he makes the myth and the land alive - I almost feel that its a spiritual reality - I find myself leafing through Tolkien dictionaries and poring over the map as though the history and geneaology of middle earth are real, (and maybe it is as far as his works are all beautiful pieces of art and so encountering them is akin to spiritual experience). But he was a professor of Anglo Saxon at Oxford and based some of his sagas on real Aglo Saxon and Icelandic myths so maybe they resonate on an archetypal level. Elves wakening under the starlight beside the waters of cuivienen, trees of gold and silver light in the land of the Valar, Beren and Luthien wandering together in the forests of Doriath in the First Age, The seven dwarf fathers asleep under stone for ages long. Yes, in my opinion Tolkien is the high king of the imagination and has given me many beautiful, happy, dark, tragic, compelling and poetic moments for which I am thankful. I seem to remember reading in Jung that when the outer world is quitened the inner world comes alive - but the tele and radio have to be turned off first!

Reality cannot be ignored either, but there is so much supression, deprivation and government sanctioned killing going on that I can't bear to look these days.

I am reading 'The Once and Future King' by T.H. White and this excerpt from the book of Merlin struck me.
Merlin to Arthur in the company of the Animals: " We find that at present the human race is divided politically into one wise man, nine knaves, and ninety fools out of every hundred. That is, by an optimistic observer. The nine knaves assemble themselves under the banner of the most knavish among them, and become 'politicians': the wise man stands out, because he knows himself to be hopelessly outnumbered, and devotes himself to poetry, mathematics or philosophy, while the ninety fools plod off behind the baners of the nine villans, according to fancy, into the labyrinths of chicanery, malice and warfare.'

It does strike me that White is conflicted about the apparant destructiveness and cruelty of humanity, perhaps because he was affected by two world wars, but how much more reason have we to be now that we are alive to witness a critical period of mans destruction of the environment. Not that I hold myself aloof living amongst the products of consurmerism like most others.

Waite lived for a time in Ireland (an almost feral existance although this viewpoint may be exaggerated by English sensibilities). He found himself rejected by the natives who suspiciously spied on him, which depressed him - another person I admire Gerard Manley Hopkins had a similar experience of isolation and disconnection while living in Ireland which I can relate to having grown up here as an alien (english, non church-going. It wasn't until I read the rare book 'Valley of the Squinting windows' by Briskey Mc na Mara and the works of Edna O Brien that I really gained some understanding of domestic life in Ireland in the past. Thankfully things have moved on with the rise of younger generations, although many are leaving now.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Gap Of Dunloe



I've being getting some paintings done over the Easter Break now I finally have the time!